it's the sickening day ever

well,, today is the most sickening day for me..
you know guys ??
my teachers said that my score would be worse than last semester,,
hahahaha
i would be die if it will be come true,,
my mood at school was changed this afternoon because of that,,
a little tears fell down, and i cried in front of my friend,,
and not only that, i had to have quarrel with my friend,,
i'm so confused because why we always have some argue to each other ??
we never have beautiful day together..
i'm so frustrated after i told my parents about what my teachers saying.
and it's so sickening and my me can't breath well..
making our beloved parents, friends, and teachers disappointed is so sickenin,,
and to my friend,, i wanna say sorry because i know we have our own life with the same problem at school,, i know you have the other problem and you are so tired and i don't wanna make you become more tired with my problem,,
please give me time to solve my problem by myself,,
i will tell you one day.......................................................................................................
and i can use the technology to tell you about it,,
for example by email, facebook, sending message, and so on